I am.....

I was tagged by Ginger forever ago...and I am just getting around to doing it!

~ENJOY~

I am: Happy, a perfectionist, obsessed with holidays and often misunderstood!

I think: I'm always right :)

I know: I need to stop stressing or I'll die WAY too young:)

I want: To go on a cruise with my husband!

I have: One stinking cute little boy!

I dislike: Paying taxes and car trouble

I miss: Omaha! My friends, my apartment, my husband being a student, Jaxson's nursery. MISS IT ALL.

I fear: Jaxson getting hurt. Mainly choking. I have a major phobia of choking.

I feel: Blessed

I hear: SILENCE. Jaxson just went donw for a nap...it's me time:)

I smell: EVERYTHING. Jarom has nicknamed me super-sensors because I can Smell anything...anytime. I have a super sensitive nose.

I crave: Nielsen's frozen custard, cafe rio salad, and kisses!

I cry: A lot less than I used to:) I think it may be the fact that I will be celebrating my 5th annivesary soon and I am totally used to marital spats. They used to bug me...now I laugh.

I usually: Have a million To-DO lists. I love them and cannot live without one.

I search: For ANYTHING fun for Jaxson! I have a weakness for buying him things. I justify it because it's not for me...

I wonder: What Jaxson will be like when he grows up AND what it would be like to have ZERO school loans.

I regret: Not being more affectionate. I am not a hugger...or a touchy person...AT ALL. I LOVE people...but don't want them touching me:)

I wish: I lived in my own house. I NEED MY OWN SPACE SOON:)

I love: Jaxson's scrunched nose smile and giggle, Jarom's sense of humor, every single holiday, traditions, decorating, cleaning and organizing!

I care: about hurting people's feelings.

I always: Spend money on stuff for "my house" and I don't even have one! Make daily to-do lists and make my bed.

I worry: about EVERYTHING. I am changing this right now by the way. I worry about death...I worry about Jaxson choking or not getting read to enough. I worry that I have hurt someone's feelings or that we'll never pay off our student loans. I am a worrier..and it's not fun. So I'm going to stop.

I am not: showered or ready for the day...and it's 2:00. Man, I love being a stay at home mom!

I remember: everything about Jaxson. I remember every little detail about his life...where he's been, what I did with him on all the different holidays, etc.

I believe: in The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (good one ginger)

I sing: Jaxson to sleep every afternoon....and in the car.

I don't always: tell people how much I appreciate them or love them. I have a hard time showing affection....but it doesn't mean I don't think/feel it.

I argue: Like nobody's business! I totally rock at arguing...and wonder why the debate team wasn't my club of choice in high school. Jarom will agree. He has given it a good shot in our last 5 years...but to no avail.

I win: All arguments with my husband.

I lose: All games I play with my husband. He's freakishly smart and good at everything.

I write: All the time! I have a degree in Journalism...and love to write. I do it mainly to VENT. Whenever I am upset...I sit down and can type 5 pages in a just a few minutes. It feels so good to write.

I listen: To my baby giggle....and I love it.

I don't understand: Politics...at all.

I can usually be found: on a walk, at the park or at Target.

I need: to live in my own house SOON:)

I forget: Hardly anything. My to-do lists help with that!

I am happy: When Jarom comes home from work everyday!

I tag- Brittany, Maranda, Erin, Krista, and Marcie!